some pretty awesome crazy updates

haha ok, so i'm pretty much going CRa~Zy~!~!~!~! haha ok i like these two girls.... we'll call them amy and sara just for kicks and giggles and keeping things straight. hmmm actually i think that i am gonna talk about some other aspects of my life first. haha so i was going to go home this weekend but i decided to NOT go home so i could chill with amy. lol so i guess i was gonna try not to talk about amy yet... lol well i'll continue to try that. ok. so i have this humanities class and it's pretty cool but the prof has a very annoying voice and he talks very quietly so i kinda don't like it. at all. haha but there are some really pretty chill in that class nick and ella. haha i think i want to play some x box with nick this weekend... ugh i don't know why i'm blogging right now because the i can't focus on anything... except for amy and sara... haha ok i'll give in and just write about it... haha ok. so i met amy at orientation and i was smitten! haha she's super awesome :) lol anyway we were in the same ward for a while... and i've kinda blogged about her before... haha anyway so like i finally found out that she likes me so i was happy :) haha and then i found out that she didn't want a relationship... which is cool but i really wanted to advance things with her... o well. anyway so i was like ok. haha so because she said she just wanted to be friends so i decided to chill and sorta be fine with the whole situation. then i saw sara who i hadn't seen since the beginning of the year and so we chilled. and some feelings that i'd had for her started to resurface so i decided to pursue that. anyway so things went REALLY well with sara. and then life was good. i was just friends with amy like she wanted and i was pursuing sara and succeeding. lol everything was good. lol then sara said she didn't want a relationship either but that she could see it happening soon ish so i was like cool :) haha yeah... then what happened was amy started talking to me more and acting a lot more interested :) which sucks... :*( haha cuz now i was sorta more commited to sara.. and now i feel sorta like she's a little bit less interested and amy is a little more interested... and so AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH it is horrible.... well i don't really feel like explaining this more... because lets face it. you have alll the information and you can draw all the right conclusions of how crazy confused i am. o and fyi. amy has short blonde hair that is amazingly gorgeous and sara has long brown hair that is super delicious... haha yeah... hopefully i can think of some more stuff goin on in my life and tell you later