The Frustrations of My New College Life

I'm pretty sure that i don't have to worry about what i'm saying on this particular blog entry because none of my college associates read my blog... haha i doubt anyone reads my blog at all... haha o well it's not a big deal. ANYWAY the reason that i'm writing this blog tonight is because people are being crazy... here's the story

these two girls are mad at me. i don't know why and they won't tell me why. and it seems awkward to ask them. and the friends that i have that actually know won't tell me because they're SWORN TO SECRECY haha so it's oober gay... so i don't really know why i said haha cuz really it kinda just makes me unhappy and sad..... ugh

ok second there is this really really cool girl...... and her name... well she'll remane unnamed in case by some chance she reads my blog in the future.... and so yeah... haha anyway she's way cool. but i'm totally confused cuz her verbal communications are hinting that she kinda likes me. but it's not like she's OOBER interested.... haha and so now i'm just sorta like hmmm. anyway and my buddy heist who is a psychology major is like talking about all of her nonverbal ques.... and so i'm oober sad cuz he's pretty smart about all of that and he's saying that her non verbal is negative and that she is oober excited to get home and hang out with someone else at home... obviously a guy so i'm fairly discouraged now... but i'm up for the challenge.... i hope that this blog gave you guys some insight to my current frustrations.... well i love you all! :) cuz i'm a good happy guy. but according to the fricken stupid girl mentioned in the first problem i'm NOT a happy nice person and i'm NOT ACCEPTING OF OTHER PEOPLE'S VIEWS.... GRRRRRRRR ANGER!~!!!~~!!@!@!@!@~!@~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!

Seven songs of the week!

Haha i love doing this seven songs of the week thing! lol the only thing about it is that most of the people who read my blog (to my knowledge anyway) have a slightly different appreciation of music so from now on i'll label the song as screamo if it's screamo so that all you screamo haters can just go past it to the techno and pop rock etc :) sound good? well it better sound good

Casanova Rodeo - The World Alive (screamo)

Thick As Thieves - Dashboard Confessionals

Wake Up - Hilary Duff

You Had Me At Hello - A Day To Remember

4 Words (To Choke On) - Bullet For My Valentine (screamo)

Why Walk On Water When We've Got Boats? - A Day To Remember (screamo)

Crooked Teeth - Death Cab For Cutie

My House

well i'm totally moved into my house now. it is really awesome all my kitchen stuff is settled. my room is in order everything is clean and i'm totally excited! haha but i realized that school starts in about a week and that is gonna TANK! ugh i hate this part of moving out. ugh so my house is totally cool except for like one thing. A LACK OF ELECTRICAL OUTLETS!!!! in my room we have TWO outlets... ONLY TWO!!! and since the internet is in our room we only have access to ONE! i'm using it up and have an extension cord with multiple plugs at the end of it giving me four instead of two. my roomate hasn't even moved in yet and he doesn't have any power.... for alarm clocks or ANYTHING. anyway i met some of my Roomates today and it's been interesting. Jake is a very interesting kid and i can't decide if he's slow or just very contemplative and also very... well looks at things differently than me. haha then there is rob. haha he is totally awesome. when we were all talkin today Mark Accidentally used the first person haha and when i did that it sparked a whole line of talk and in the end i gave Rob the Nickname Heist. cuz it's freaking BEAST!!! haha so as long as i remember to call him Heist whenevere i see him we'll be good :) well my other roomate hasn't moved in yet. haha and of the other two that live downstairs one hasn't moved in yet haha and the other one i'm told always acts drunk... lol so i'm guessing he's Stoned out of his mind and just noone can tell cuz they've never been around that.... haha but who knows.... lol cuz when i was talking today in my voice that some ppl call my stoner voice they were like o he kiinda sounds like that. but more so! haha so we'll see what goes down with that. well this blog entry is getting pretty long and i have a HUGE headache! well i'll keep you guys posted on my new life here in Cedar as best as i can. haha if you are reading this please leave a small comment or something so thati know i'm not just Gibbering on and on to myself... hehe thanks guys! :) if you're still reading this you're either REALLY bored or you must really love me :) :) :)

The Concept of First Dates and Last Days Together

When you think about it's incredibly ironic that on my last day living in Beaver Dam I went on a First Date... how messed up is that! And to top it off it was so much fun! we totally drove up logan canyon after getting jamba juice. haha then we walked down the path... and then when we were playing truth or dare the one time she did dare i had her sit in the water for a whole minute!!! haha and being the nice guy i am i joined in :) (did i mention it was like nine o clock when this was happening and the water was BLOODY COLD) haha after that the date went AMAZING! lol but it went amazing before that too. lol it was just a good smile thing :) haha if that makes sense :) lol so then we totally just talked about being scared of heights lol and we went on a walk through a park and had an oober special moment together! haha it was a very weird first date because i knew i was moving in less than twelve hours and the likelihood of ever seeing her again is waaay to low for comfort.... it reminded me of another first date i've had. but man it was sad. i was having such a good time.... and then i had to go and MOVE!!! haha and since she's oober gorgeous and oober good looking (yes i know that that seems like i am repeating myself. but no. i'm not haha i've been over this with many ppl. gorgeous is a description on so many different levels it's not even funny :) i'm pretty sure that when i get back from college she'll have a super studly sexy steady boy toy.... i didnt' get to say good bye to many ppl. haha but i said goodbye to most of the important ppl so i can't complain too much. especially since i have a whole new life ahead of me. i know i kinda just switched subjects but that's ok right'? haha. anyway. my date was amazing and i was sad when it had to end. but even more so when i realized i wouldn't even have the option of taking her out again until like november. The Concept of having a First Date on a Final Day together is a tough idea to wrap your head around.... i feel for all the other ppl that have had this same experience...

Seven songs of the week!

Riot Girl - good charlotte

the girl's a straight up hustler - all time low

The Hell Song - sum 41 (one of my all time favorite bands!!!)

come with me - special d

i can get back up now - you me and everyone we know

Always and Never - silverstein

A Shot in The Dark - A Day To Remember

i hope that if you guys are reading this that you'll check out this songs... they are bombin and i love them to death!!! haha enjoy!

Fourteen Songs.... lol for the week i missed too... :)

haha so as you could tell i missed a week... lol so now i'm gonna make a list with fourteen! yay! haha

The Girl's A Straight Up Hustler - all time low

Weightless - all time low

Hello Brooklyn - all time low

Poppin' Champagne - all time low

Back Burner - august burns red

why walk on water when we have boats - a day to remember

Heartless - a day to remember

Weekend Warriors - a change of pace

loose lips sink ships - a change of pace

the day i left the womb - escape the fate

My Apocalypse - escape the fate

The Beach - all time low

calling all cars - senses fail

Bodies And Words - silverstein

ya they're delicious :)